Without You

No I can’t forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that’s just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows Yes it shows
No I can’t forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it’s only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know
I can’t live
If living is without you
I can’t live
I can’t give anymore
I can’t live
If living is without you
I can’t give
I can’t give anymore


Hmm... Happy or Sad... I guess thats the feeling of the heart being manipulated by love, it can make you the happiest or saddest person on the planet. It's just the way in which how we look at it. Nevertheless, never give up your life because of a failed relationship. I have seen and felt the sadness of my friend's family when she jumped off a 20 storey building years ago just opposite her house, such stupidity yet such loyal in love she was... different people have different way in looking at life i guess.

I rather take the negative = positive approach... turn all my negative thoughts and emotions and make them into positive energy for me when i am in the gym... this time i sure have abundant of positive energy for me to hit the gym... i wonder what i done wrong in the past that i have to taste such bitterness love can offer, and torture myself so hard in the gym now. My instructor even asked me why go to gym? Why go beyond the limits of torture and pain to my body by lifting weights when i can be like many people just slack around and go for movies or shopping during the weekends? I guess i have something to prove to myself.