Lost My Direction In Life Till Now

1 month ago i stopped something which was my "LIFE", i had quit going to the gym to train and threw away all my gym equipments and cancelled my country club gym membership. I know it was quite shocking, due to some set backs and problems in relationship. I took this 1 whole month to do some soul searching and find what i really want in life which had came to a dead end till now. My close friends have been encouraging me to go back to the gym and train and not waste all my effort in what i have done to change myself to what i really want in the past 3 to 4 years. I havebeen going to my friend's pub almost 4 times a day every week and just kept drinking boozes and liquors throughout the night and i find that i have lost my direction in life.

After nights of praying and soul searching, suddenly there was voice in my mind telling me to do what i really wanna achieve the most and came along a direction pathed out for me to follow. I decided to stop my night life and try to cut down on the drinking totally and go back to train in the gym harder then before. It's going to be a slow painful process because of all the weight and size i have lost since i stopped gym.. i lost around 9kg and totally shrink in size which was obvious to everyone because i have extremely high metabolism and i ate just 2 meals a day since last month instead of the 5-6 meals a day in the past, the clothes i used to wear are also quite big for me now. I shall take this as a challenge and still stick to my challenge with Zengye and come December i'll prove that i can be bigger and fitter.

Long Long Time~

It's been such a LoOOoOoooooooooOOoooOoOOOOooOOong time i last blogged.. well 2 weeks ago i went for my non-ict Ippt at Toa Payoh Safra.. I was the youngest over there and all of them were like in their mid 30s taking the same Ippt with me.. while attempting the last station only 3 guys were allowed to take the 2.4 threadmill run because the rest had already failed in other stations so there was no point in taking the last station. While running, the guy beside me suddenly fell off the threadmill with a loud thud to the ground and he was clenching his heart area and his face was totally pale white.. they say he suffered a heart attack while running and was immediately evacuated to the hospital. I do not know how is the guy but i do hope that he is well and running once again.

The following week was my "Finally" driving test, i was suppose to have the driving test last year but i keep delaying the lessons and test because i was kinda lazy and had no motivation. After my father decided to get a new car and also motivated me because he kinda gave up trying to tell me to go for my lessons. I was lucky to have gotten a good tester and he was on the phone while i was attempting the circuit test, after doing just a few courses in the circuit like the parallel parking and vertical parking he just called me to go on the road for the ending test.. my test route was suppose to be quite a tough and long journey but he just told me to make a U turn and lane change back to the driving center to collect my license.. i was so delighted when i heard the words "go back and collect your license!" He said he had no points to deduct on my driving but just put i had incorrect braking technique and just gave me 2 points deduction lol.

My father decided to get the new Honda Jazz 2008 which will only be in Singapore end of this year. I'm now in the process in choosing the colour and the interior colour combination.

I kinda like this colour for the honda jazz i saw on the net and its also the same thing my father is going to install with the large sun roof over the car. I'm thinking of either red or yellow for the car.

Live For Your Dreams!

Ain't 1 of those animations that is all funny and pointless, love the meaning behind this sad animation. Dreams do come true if you believe in yourself and work hard towards your dream and you will die a happy person with no regrets! I also love the lyrics to this song, it's by Gary Jules "Mad World" It was original sang by Tears For Fears, the lyrics is kinda "Suicidal" but hence a great song!

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funnyI find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
Enlarge your world
Mad world

If only life was this slow

I was on my way to the gym and i saw this cute little cat sleeping and baking under the hot sun and using it's paw to shade away the direct sunlight shining at it's face! After taking a snapshot, the cat came over and lay down beside me on my shadow to continue to sleep. So i carried it to a nearby tree and let it sleep under the shade before i went off to the gym. Such an adorable lazy cat! A certified Garfield~

Lonely Dark Angel

Slept for only 3 hours since the previous day because my buddies came over to my house and we played mahjong from around 10pm till 7am since my family is away on holiday over the weekend. Slept at 10am and woke up at 1pm to head to the gym, after more then a month of absence to the gym because of exams, i wanted to go back last week but i was hit with a terrible case of acute food poisoning and high fever, i had to be taken to the clinic for 2 injectoons and 3 days of bed rest till i could finally have the strength to get out of my room. I lost like around 7kg because of this virus! when i looked into the mirror and saw i had gone all skinny and small sized i was soOooooO demoralized! I went to the gym today but only could sustain 30 minutes in the gym and i was out of energy so i headed home for more rest. Didn't wanna go out today and just laze at home, got kinda bored so i decided to do some simple painting on my wall to fill the boredom of a normal boring Sunday afternoon. Gonna repaint the wall soon next month, thinking of a new picture to paint and it shall be permanent!

Beat Boxing Doggy!

My favourite video clip for now! Damn its so cute~

Basketball Shorts Part 1

I finally took out some of my basketball shorts and arrange them properly in my cupboard! And this is like 1/3 of the amount of basketball shorts i have.. the rest are still somewhere in my cupboard which i have to dig out after my exams... Lol... I used to go to queensway shopping center during my secondary school days to buy a pair once every week or two... i realised i had spent more then $2500 on basketball shorts! Had i realised that 10 years ago i would had been a rich guy right now! haha.. My mom used to say to me: "You only have 1 body... What for do you need 40 over basketball shorts! You can supply 4 basketball teams with basketball shorts!" I guess she gave up saying that to me after a few years.

Basketball shorts used to be quite expensive at a minimum of $50 a pair and i had to save like crazy to buy 1.. Well those were the teenage years where kids love to do crazy stuff that makes them happy =)
The pair that i literally had to starve myself during my poly year 1 to save enough cash to buy is the Adidas limited edition shorts which cost me around $100... If only i saved all the $... I would be able to set up a chicken farm by now! Lol