BACK!

Wow! been ages since i logged into my blog, i forgotten i had 1 till i saw my link on my friend's blog. Life is all well and happy! The sad news is i was told by my cousins and friends i became somewhat FAT! I guess the intensity in the gym has to increase by 50%! Recently bought the much debated IPhone, hearing 50/50s on how good or bad the phone is. But after getting 1 and modifying it, i find the phone not bad and its quite slick, it also saves my $ on my sms bills because i now sms lesser due to the difficulty in smsing on the IPhone! Imported a nice gold reflective casing over the internet which cost me $55! It looks very cool but have to take good care of the casing from any prominent scratches or fingerprints! It's all worth it =)

Lost My Direction In Life Till Now

1 month ago i stopped something which was my "LIFE", i had quit going to the gym to train and threw away all my gym equipments and cancelled my country club gym membership. I know it was quite shocking, due to some set backs and problems in relationship. I took this 1 whole month to do some soul searching and find what i really want in life which had came to a dead end till now. My close friends have been encouraging me to go back to the gym and train and not waste all my effort in what i have done to change myself to what i really want in the past 3 to 4 years. I havebeen going to my friend's pub almost 4 times a day every week and just kept drinking boozes and liquors throughout the night and i find that i have lost my direction in life.

After nights of praying and soul searching, suddenly there was voice in my mind telling me to do what i really wanna achieve the most and came along a direction pathed out for me to follow. I decided to stop my night life and try to cut down on the drinking totally and go back to train in the gym harder then before. It's going to be a slow painful process because of all the weight and size i have lost since i stopped gym.. i lost around 9kg and totally shrink in size which was obvious to everyone because i have extremely high metabolism and i ate just 2 meals a day since last month instead of the 5-6 meals a day in the past, the clothes i used to wear are also quite big for me now. I shall take this as a challenge and still stick to my challenge with Zengye and come December i'll prove that i can be bigger and fitter.